My poor ass

So... I like my bestfriend. She knows that I like her, I confessed. Although, recently she's been acting more.. I dont know the word for it actually. She's not a touchy person, and I respect her boundaries when she says no. But recently she's been letting me hold her hand or hug her. She has clearly stated that when I confessed she'd only see me as her bestfriend, I even asked her recently if she would stay with her word. She said yes. Idk maybe i perhaps am delusional or just hoping. She has told me that she'd buy me my dream dog, robux, and even let her live in her own house one day... So.... what the fuck... suggestions?