My russian boy crush :'D

Okay, back in like 3rd grade, there was this Russian boy who joined our school, OH MY GOD, I had such a massive crush on him from then to early fifth grade that I tried learning Russian to impress him and win his love, which never ever happened. Ever since then, my crush on him was so bad, that wtv I did, even at home, I think he would judge for doing or call it cringe so wtv I do, I think its cringe because I devolped a voice from having a crush on just one Russian boy. I'm actually somewhat embarrassed by sharing this but wtvv!