My thoughts.

A bit dark for my first blog ik.. 

TW suislide.

Sometimes I wonder how the people around me would react if I just never woke up again. sometimes I wonder if they would cry, if they would care. I know some people would but it’s the people I’ve lost along the way that I wonder the most about. it’s the people I’ve lost along the way that I wonder if they really care. I know most of them don’t, I know most of them wouldn’t bat an eye, yet still I wonder sometimes. I wonder if my old classmates think about me at my old school. I wonder if teachers wondered where I went when I suddenly moved away without a trace. sometimes I wonder if people ask about me, asking how I’ve been and where I am. sometimes I wonder. I wonder if I’ve done anything important in my life. I wonder if I’m doing what’s right. I wonder a lot .I feel like I’m always wondering. I’m wondering now. I feel like I’m stuck in my head sometimes. sometimes I don’t feel real. I wonder if I’m broken, if I’m beyond help. I wonder if I can be fixed? I think I’m beyond fixing. I don’t think anyone cares enough to fix me.