My tumblr got nuked and im hypomanic

Making my first blog post completely ranting about two things kind of related

I deal with hypomania and recently ive been getting better at recognizing it, but this time it slipped right past me. I noticed that this past week i have slept very little, i stayed up two nights with about one hour of sleep, as well as no appetite.

Theres this buzzing under my skin like bugs crawling in me

Ive been feeling very anticipatory, like my life is suddenly going to change for the better and all these good things are going to happen to me. Im going to get the best job ever, have so many friends, be so hot, and its all gonna be so easy because im amazing and amazing things happen to amazing people.

This kind of false, out of character confidence is what made me stop and realize "...oh, im hypomanic probably"

I also made several social media accounts ive never considered before (including this one lol). One of those was tumblr which brings me to this- 

MY TUMBLR ACCOUNT GOT TERMINATED WTF

Its honestly for the better cause i made and posted to it while literally in a mental episode but damn, i didnt even last a week there. I opened the app and it was completely blank and when i tired to log in it wouldnt let me, finally i tried on the computer and it hit me with the dreaded page

Posting this at 7:14 AM as i havent slept again