Nausea

I don’t know what the hell is wrong with me. Every single damn day for the past fucking week I’ve been waking up nauseous and lightheaded. No amount of medicine or water will make it go away. Anytime I try to eat breakfast, I always throw it up later on in the day. I just want this to stop. And I can’t even take the day off of school because half of my teachers don’t even post their assignments for the day and at my school, absences are really hard and complicated to make up for no reason and I’m not in the mood for that. On top of that, my teachers give piles of homework so I don’t even have time to rest when I get home. I hate that there’s so much wrong with me that my family doesn’t even care anymore and just complains when I feel sick or I’m in pain. I just want to end my own life so I don’t have to feel this way anymore _:(´ཀ`」 ∠):_