Nausea cont.

I ended up throwing up during fourth period. After I threw up, I felt so much better so I convinced my teacher not to send me to nurse since I really did feel a million times better and didn't need the nurse anymore. Big mistake. I went to lunch and started eating like normal, but I started feeling nauseous again towards the end. As me and my friend got up from our table since it was passing period, I started drooling (which is a telltale sign that I was going to throw up again) and held onto the nearest surface and threw up all over the floor. Twice. My friend and some random administrator helped me to the nurse's office and I feel really bad since my friend was really worried about me, but the lady sent them away since obviously they couldn't stay with me in the nurse's office for the entire time and they had to go to class. My mom ended up picking me up and when I got home and went to my bed to rest, she just started lecturing me about how my nausea was "all my fault" because I didn't eat that morning. Even if I did eat that morning, it would've come out during fourth period. Then I took a 3 hour nap and went downstairs to find my dad home and he also started berating me and lecturing me and basically telling me the exact same thing my mom did, only meaner. Then he started talking about my depression and how if I "didn't clean up my act, I would have both physical and mental problems." And then he proceeded to call my depression a phase and some sort of "craziness". I love this house. I love this life. My parents totally make me feel safe and happy.(¬_¬")