New environment ain't doing me good.

So it's been only a month since I got into middle school (to avoid any confusion the Czech school system is different, you're 9 years in elementary, then 3 or 4 years in middle school based on what you picked, I have three years because I chose a machine mechanic/metalworking) all day I don't talk to anybody because I feel like I'd just annoy them, causing me to be a loner that doesn't talk to anybody, I had this in elementary too I was a loner until I started hanging out with my friends (mainly during the 45 minute lunch break we had before having another two lessons, before hanging around my friends I usually went home because I lived really close to my elementary school) my elementary school years were absolutely horrible untill 9th grade where it got a bit calmer. But middle school isn't treating me well mentally having zero social interaction all day is having an effect on me. I feel like everyone is avoiding me. Plus the fact that I'm a transmasc individual who doesn't pass at all crushes me even more, I'm the only AFAB person in my whole class (my class is all male) so getting called by my name and feminine pronouns is a daily occurrence (I absolutely despite my name and I can't stand feminine pronouns I'm not female) so I feel like I'm stuck in my own head with nobody to physically talk to, (all my friends are at different schools) only a few days I talk to someone it's usually an old classmates I was on good or decent terms with. Also I have it split that one week I'm in school the other I have practical lessons with them I don't feel that way because I have to focus on getting work done. Music has been holding me together (also I really often think about wanting an electric guitar) It feels bad having to resort to talking online for social interaction but talking to my friends though text doesn't feel like enough especially since they're also busy. I think I just need some time rn and drown out my thoughts with music (I love nu metal, but been thinking about listen to more metal in general) thank you for giving a few minutes to a mentally unstable teenager on the internet, I appreciate it