next yr

I genuinely can't wait for next yr. don't get me wrong, this yr was actually so great, and it felt like such a treat after having to deal with the 5 years that came before it. but I need to be free from hs n free from all this. I also want to get to know WHO I am. like yea im me, but who am I if im away from my family and all ive ever known? would I still be who I am know, or is who I am now only because of where I am? I js want to move out n meet new people. it'll be weird to know ppl that don't know my friends from my hometown tho. like maybe ill see some hometown friends or people, because where I wanna go isn't too far from where I live, however, there'll still be a bunch of ppl who aren't from here. it'll be so weird. and its so weird that like in a few yrs ill js be done w schooling. like ill have so many more responsibilities. I js hope im happy. senior yr is going good, but it makes me so sad.