no friends

I'm super bored and have nobody to talk to. I guess I have friends, but I hate them all. only person I like talking to is my bf, I get annoyed by anybody else too quickly or they exhaust me mentally. but I want to make friends, can't only talk to my bf forever. he talks to other people.

life is super boring sitting inside all day and just waiting until my bf is awake so I can yap to him. I play videogames but I get bored of those also. and I don't like frying my head with stupid videos, YouTube or the TV are like cancer.

I'm only 16, I've still plenty of time for things to change. once I turn 18 I'm moving in with him definitely so my life will change for the better from that point onwards. but for now I'm endlessly bored.

I wish I could make friends more easily but socializing is exhausting, I always end up crying when I decide to call people over to my house or spend the day out. I hate everybody, they're annoying, they overstay their welcome, they push my comfort. am I at fault? yeah I'd say so. but I'm sure there's people I could actually get along with and get close to. just haven't found them yet.