Not at all awaited sequel to last blog

Now that we're kinda level headed rn (as level headed as you can get with bpd after being triggered horrifically), we have a half rant

We wanna start off with - don't use any of this against us please, we know our behaviours are abnormal and not at all good for someone who claims to be trying to heal, pointing our faults out will only cause harm

Now that the elephant is addressed, back to a rant I guess

We saw our abusive ex today. We were walking with our friend and he was walking the opposite way to us, but we only saw him when we turned a corner and we were like 10 feet away from each other.

Obviously, since our brain is fucked up from BPD and whatever the FUCK we got from the abuse from our ex, we went into flight or fight and chose to fucking SPRINT.

so, naturally, we ran away like shits a movie scene, crying and having flashbacks and allat (not cute😭) and probably made an absolute FOOL of ourselves to that cretin we call our abuser.

We even left our poor friend behind ☹️

Now this absolute BITCH gets on here and is like

"ohhh I feel so bad🥺🥺🥺 if you're reading this, you can always talk to me, I don't want you to be sad🥺🥺🥺🥺"

Like ho if I wanted to ACKNOWLEDGE your existence I would've slapped your bitchass on the SPOT

But nooooooo apparently we have a fucking fear response to him

Like ok, I know he abused us and all but there's no need to be dramatic 🙄🙄

Stop trying to talk to us genuinely, you're not the fucking victim like holy shit pick-me much?

I know I sound like a mean girl but good lord this man needs to be torn down a PEG or two.

And we need to get rid of the god AWEFULL flashbacks and borderline PTSD symptoms cus wdym we flinch whenever we hear footsteps that sound a tiny bit too much like his