Nov-4/2026

I will have to keep it fast and short today since I REALLY have to sleep. I have a math exam tomorrow. 

Today, I had a history exam and a chemistry exam. They both went suspiciously well, like, in chemistry, the teacher gave us a question about a subject that she especially said wont be in the exam, so i just wrote it randomly AND LET ME TELL YOU ALL THREE ANSWERS ARE RIGHT SOMEHOW.

I studied a lot with my friend, and I started noticing he is a bit weird. He keeps repeating words he finds rythmic, or he sometimes explains geometry by making melodies out of "bam, badum, dum". I like weird. Still glad he is my friend. Yay! 

Now, since there is genuinely no one reading these (as far as I know) lemme talk about some personal stuff. 

Mental stuff. 

Mental stuff? 

Stuff about mind... 

Mind... 

MIND ELECTRIC

WOAH! YES! My two year old hyperfixation about one middle aged mans music and him AND one middle aged mans music and him only. The first letter of his name is Joe Hawley.

I love everything this man makes. His little series called "Being Joe Hawley", his cool album Joe Hawley Joe Hawley, his last decent song Some People Eat Flowers Out Of Earnest Attemt To Bring Heaven (side note: this one brings me waaaay too much peace, it feels like a warm hug), Hawaii Part II, his own short movie called Sargasm AND his other short movie called The Other Way, his Tally Hall stuff, his Mini Mall stuff, his appearance on T.H.I.S., and like... everything genuinely.

I sometimes like to imagine him as uh... a parental figure (there we go with the daddy issues again), I write a lot of fanfics with a small self insert too. I try to make everything accurate to the man himself, his kinda abusive nature (mental issues), his weed addiction, schizophrenia(he says it isnt) etc. I like to think about how he would care for a child, the things I listed arent that positive but I dont give a damn. I just like it. 

My brother and friends call me k*nky and an age player because of my fanfics, but first of all, i genuinely dont know what a s3xual attraction feels like (fellow aroace), second of all, one of the people saying this is a literal p3dophile. No wonder he instantly makes it about age playing. Ugh.

Meow

I think I'll have to finish here since my eyes are closing from the lack of sleep. 

See you tomorrow!