Nov-6/2027

Today, I had the LAST EXAM OF THE WEEEEK [insert airhorn sound effect] i mean it went like ass but idgaf at this point. 

I talked way too much with my friend and learned a fun fact from him. 

He literally said: 

"H[REDACTED]? He just hangs out with me because he feels bad for me. You are my first friend in this school. And the only reason I felt cofident enough to walk to your desk was (he has really bad anxiety) your aroace flag pin on your bag." 

Dude. Same and same! I had no friends in my class too. AND the girl group only talked to me because they thought I was autistic. 

Thank GOD I decided to make pins that day. 

Thank GOD.

I decided to genuinely give a whole lore drop about myself to him about my mental issues, my traumas, 5th grade, the fact that I will unknowingly die in 2027... Nearly verything I told him everything. I really trust him for some reason. 

I even asked

"Look dude, Im telling you those because you look like the kind of person that can keep secrets, can you? 

" I... dont have any friends to do so."

"Yeah, true!.. True."

Im telling you he was shocked after allat. He stopped a bit after the assault stuff ive gone trough, then he said

"I... I know people have experiences like this but this is the first time hearing it from someone face to face." 

Today is also a good day since uh... After a week, we have a one week break! Yay! Wohoo! Yay! Yaaay! 

My brother said we should watch Lords of Chaos for shits and giggles—either once every day, or do the math and watch it in equal minutes everyday to finish it. Not sure if I wanna do either.

You know why? 

Because I need to work on my

. 

Yes, my

, 

which im going to ve doing by myself since nobody cares about the band anymore. I make really different genres of music. I do crunkcore, then next day you see me writing a piano screamo (best way to explain it). 

So stay tuned, idk its 3AM I really need to sleep, Im sleepy as shit.

Bye, goodbye, see you, uhhhhh i dont know that much words for this.

Byezerz