The fact is, I'm a workaholic. I like having my time occupied by projects, tasks and things to do. Tomorrow is a public holiday where I live and I can't decide what I want to do with my morning. I'm helping someone out in the afternoon, but what can I do in the morning? I want to take a break from my usual, day-to-day work, but I still want to DO something.Β
I can't sit and skulk around the apartment. I have hobbies, but none of them seem very enticing at the moment. I hate sitting all quiet-like and wasting away a lovely morning by doing nothing in particular. You can probably guess that I'm a morning person and I don't like wasting the precious energy I have during those hours by not doing anything with my time.
I've already told myself that I won't do any work-related tasks, I'll save all that for the office or else I'll run out of things to do next week. I don't like being bored, I don't like doing nothing. I would read, but sometimes that makes me sleepy. I would draw, but I've got art-block. I could do my own research on topics I find intriguing, but that's a lot of work for no money. I could watch a movie, but I'll feel bad for wasting my morning.
I don't have a problem with wasting time on my phone, because I've defeated a screen addiction and now just end up staring at walls in 'waiting periods'. That is not my problem. My problem is not knowing what else to do with my day.
I don't like being lazy, I don't like doing nothing and I don't like sitting around and waiting for time to pass. I want to do something worthwhile with my days off.
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