so last night i was abouutta blow myself up and everyone else and my friend like edged leaving me but after i was done incessantly crying and shaking i kinda realized hey. friends shouldnt make you feel this way and like no matter how hard you try to explain yourself their point of view matters more and your fuckups can be blown up into giant fucking statues. i dont want to feel that way, i dont want to feel like im walking on eggshells like ive done it before so i left but fast foward to now.. why dont i have the self respect to leave, but i should just give me like another week of feeling like i have a gun to my head
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Cysper04
If that's the case then the friends you have isn't really good friends to you.
They should have some respect to you and doesn't treat you like that.
I think you definitely should leave and have some more value for yourself.
But then yeah if you did that then hopefully you'll find some good friend along the way.
Cutting them off is a much better option here.
yeah youre right its just hard when its the longest friendship youve had.. like 5 years?
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