On Higher Education...

College. The place where all the most useless years of your life actually matter. The hours and hours spent on basic core classes have all led to your freedom.

Now you can choose!

I'm privileged, well as privileged as a POC can be in America. So, I have lots of options and funnily enough its freaking paralyzing 

I can't decide.

And tbh I dont want to...

Up until now, my life plan has been to find a billionaire gay dude from another country that needs a lavender marriage stat. Get married, mooch off him productively, as in creating companies and selling them off, investing blah blah blah etc. I'm NAWT a gold digger. Making myself freaking rich before he finally breaks his glass closet.

(i'll post another blog going further into detail about this later...)

But that's looking unlikely now. Freak the progressive movement! And I have to apply for colleges because of it.

I'm about to start the rest of my existence. I'm going to make choices that actually affect me in real ways, both good and bad at the same time.

Its terrifying

And college is the first real choice I get to make. So, i'm scared, that i'll choose wrong. I know in life your bound to fall, but you can't blame me for trying to catch myself early.