One of my biggest regrets

Soo I had a crush in sixth grade when I was 11 (she was in 7th grade at that time) or atleast I thought it was cuz I was obsessed with her. 

We never really talked and never will.

It started when I moved schools. A old friend of mine who studies there told me abt her (let's call her K).

So K was a tomboy (she litterally looks like a boy) and I really found her cool and nd attractive at that time so I started to send my friends talk to her and I would tell them to give her love letters I wrote for her.

I used to send her weird letters and bad drawings...lol. Uhm...anyways...

So, K made it clear that she wasn't interested (I understand cuz I was a total freak at that time) but I kept insisting and even sent her messages (usually I just panic and send her stupid things but it was still creepy) on her socials and downloaded pictures of her.

Now I regret it and I feel ashamed of my actions like I could've went to jail for harassing that poor girl TwT

Now I wish I could apologize 2 her but she blocked me everywhere and she clearly hates me now so I won't bother her anymore.

But still, I can't move on from this because it's so embarrassing and it made me lose face to her and her friends...

I was 11 at that time so I didn't know better.

But what's done is done, I just hope I can forgive myself for this one day...