panic attack

yesterday at the orchard they were there

and though we arent in the same class i saw them again and again

and after a while for some rason they went to sit with their friends behind me

an di didnt know what to do

and i started to panic

and i just put my headphone at the biggest most deafening level i could put them so i wouldnt have to hear them

i was so scared

and then one of their friends came to me and i didnt know what to do so i stood still

i cantcry iouno why but im physically unable to cry

maybe if i cried theyd care about me