Vent :')
I JUST got out of a concert for orchestra for my Jr. High, and already I was kinda feelin' off all day because I have a HUGE project for Science due tomorrow that I have to present, and history assignments I need to do, so I stayed up ALL night, but I couldn't focus, so I feel asleep at around 4:00 am, then I woke up at 5:00 am to shower and get ready. Back to my orchestra concert, I was walking w/ my parents till I saw my friends mom, and I ran up to her, hugged her, and talked with her, then I said my goodbyes as I noticed my dad walked off (I wanted to catch up with him, my mother was behind me) and as I walked with my dad and got into the car, my mom gets in the car and starts going off (not yelling or anything, thankfully) but in the rudest tone, and was saying how rude it was to leave her (which i understand was rude of me) but I check my pockets, noticing my AKG wired earphones were gone, and I was fucking upset even more because they're my absolute favorite, but my dad said "she's just a kid, she didn't mean anything by it" to my mom about me leaving her, but it was the tone of how she said it to me was just horrible and it hurt me even more, and I've been stressed out as shit for a few days now, and I just couldn't hold it in so i cried quietly in the car, only for my dad to keep asking me over and over "what's wrong?". I understand he was trying to know what was wrong, but I said "nothing" because every-time in the past I've TRIED to talk to either of them about how I actually felt, it would always turn into a argument and someone saying "I'll give you a reason to cry", or "Don't make me be the reason you need therapy", over all just horrible shit. But when we got home, it was the commentary from my dad saying, "Just put on a happy face if nothing's fucking wrong with you" and I finally said "You guys keep yelling at me" (even though I want to just say that I didn't need their fucking commentary and bullshit from them), but but this time I was still crying at the table, and I put my food in the fridge and went to my room. I found my other half of a pair of my AKG headphones, thankfully, so I'll buy them on my own because I'm just exhausted right now, and I gotta pull another all-nighter to do work. But yeahh, I'm charging my burner phone rn and I'm putting more music onto my MP3. Love yall <3
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