Pinterest board on my death ꒰ঌᰔᩚ໒꒱

Is it weird to have a Pinterest board on what I want my death to be like? Like in not planning on dying till im 80 and I'm 14 rn, I doubt I won't lose this Pinterest account by then, but yknow I like having it, I think its like how in planning on writing notes for ppl to find if I die suddenly, ig its an ocd thing, I hate suspecting ocd cause of how gentrified it is and all the stereotypes, thats a whole dif rant, but like, I don't want my funeral to revolve around god, if it does I'll be SO pissed I'll come back and fucking haunt, everyone, Im religious in the sense of I believe in everything but practice very little, thinking about the 'one true god' stresses me out and makes me wanna kms to 'find out' so yknow I avoid thinking too hard on that, I hate not being able to know smth. I want my ashes spread over the mountains in the winter and I want the remains of my ashes that aren't spread to be stored in one of those vintage unicorn perfume bottles where it's like sitting with the cap being it's horn, Ill comment a pic, I learned crystal graves were a thing, I love my birthstone, so I want it to be an amethyst gravestone if that's a possible thing, when I hit 36 or 40 I want it to be a birthday tradition to set aside an outfit Id love to be burried in, ima wait till then because I feel like my taste will change and it feels like some bad omen to do it too young. I want my preffered name on my birthstone and I want my last name to be connected to no one but myself, I'm still figuring that bit out, my names Avis Anita smth, Ill keep my middle name Anita, to keep something connected to my family but for it to never be used. Dont think I'll have a casket cause I'll be cremated ^^

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