porn is disgusting and I abhor anyone who interacts with it

This is a quick rant but I’ve always been grossed out by pornography. The idea of it is so low-vibrational and terrible and so absolutely endlessly disgusting that I get sick, hopeless and enraged even thinking about it for too long. Pornography, rape culture and the people who help create those things have taken the most intimate and pure thing we have — sex — and turned it into something so vile. We have turned sex into a performance of violation rather than two souls conjoining in love and adoration and it disgusts me. Every time I hear about what happens in porn — the talks about degrading, rape, slapping, choking, the shame and unconsensual nature of what is being shown, I feel empty inside. 

I want to have sex when I’m older. I am sexually traumatised, and asexual, but I want to experience it with someone. I think it’s beautiful. But the idea of me even interacting with someone who has enjoyed videos of such a spiritual act being turned into pitiful nothingness makes me want to vomit. I understand that some people don’t see sex as anything special but even then pornography is so against human nature. So against everything we are. I hate it. I never want my body to meet someone who has let themselves indulge in something so terrible. So utterly disgraceful. I cannot even emphasise the amount of hatred I have for pornography and the people who watch it. The idea of all of the people in my classes, my teachers, my family, my friends, all partaking in this rabid behaviour… it induces the need ESCAPE within me. I hate you all. I get so mad over this shit. I hate porn. I hate porn. I am beautiful and people are beautiful and you all degrade our beauty. I HATE PORN. I HATE PORN. I HATE PORN. I HATE PORN AND THE PEOPLE WHO WATCH IT. unfriend me if you disagree I’m so serious porn is the bane of my very existence I want to smite the people who made it with my fucking hands I feel so betrayed and sad and angry and terrible. getting blood and filth over the purest thing.