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Maybe I'm just not worth talking to. I can try all I want to be the person that reaches out first like everyone wants me to but they're never going to answer. Maybe I'm only around so they can have a friend when everyone else is busy.

Maybe I should just shut up like I used to. When I wouldn't talk and everyone treated me like some innocent baby, at least then I would be talked to. Maybe I'm trying too hard. I never was the first one to reach out but I was always the one to answer the fastest.

I saw that the two of then were online, which is why I texted them. Why wouldn't they answer if they were clearly online? Am I just not worth answering? Am I annoying? What's wrong with me?

I should just stop trying. No one will notice anyway.