.

My thigh bleeds as I cut into the skin

Etching your name into my flesh

I cry out in pain

My hand involuntarily moves 

Stabbing deeper into my skin 

All for the love I had for you

I thought if I could

If I could just love you

The way you did

Maybe 

Everything would be better

Your tears sunk into my skin

Leaving marks permanently stuck inside

I carve around the flesh

Trying to fix the wounds you left 

Yet

I can’t seem to move 

My mind and my body won’t listen 

As if it wants the marks to stay

But it makes me feel sick

Seeing the marks infecting my skin

I can’t help but want to remove it

To remove you

Permanently 

From my life.

The blood that has stained my legs 

Has dried

Leaving sticky and wet marks

Almost like the ones you had once bled out 

Ok I lost the plot sorry