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dont u ever get so sad about the fact that u cant see ur bf bc of college n stuff cuz i do :( i get insanely sad. i feel so terrible. i wish he didnt have to do... u dont understand how much i miss him uwah,,, texting isnt the same

it gets me really really sad and i dont like crying because then i end up overthinking about how much of a horrible person i am and more negative things. it becomes a huge rabbit hole. 

again, im probably gonna delete this vent AND of course, mean comments WILL be deleted.