So someone wants my bf??? they made blog abt him OR it can be someone else but if its him ig im cooked? i mean they hang irl im js online im nothing special im annoying ect ig im scared? because hes special to me..and I really hate the feeling being heart broken...nothings enjoyable I cant stop crying I try to be happy but it hurts...I dont wanna go through that again..I like him so much and now im panicking im crying and shaking and ik its pathetic but Im scared he'll take them..and ill be heartbroken again..im really not a competition im always last choice thats why im so scared im scared im scared IM SCARED IM SCARED IM SCARED.
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Xx_myamustdie_xX
It’s nothing pathetic to have fears. I think the best thing to do is to talk to him. You wont know why exactly is going on unless you ask. Has he given you any reason to doubt his feelings for you? Thats a genuine question, it’s not me trying to throw shade i promise. Again, talk to him and get an understanding of what exactly is going on, get that reassurance queen.
Its just...today he kinda...wanted to be just friends bc he heard stuff abt me i js wish ppl can stop talking abt me already bc i am TRYING TO CHANGE and if i have max i will change i need max...anyways...new name new me. if i get my heartbroken again...i already wanna start cvtting again due to all this..THING IS STAFF LOCKED RAZORS UP AND IM GOING INSANE...everythings too much...max said hes not sure if he wants to break up anymore..idk why he changed his mind...im glad he did tho?..ig rn i gotta savour this feeling? because he might be mine currently...then..wont..i feel so scared rn....i dont think ill be able to sleep tonight due to overthinking..
by Vanna; ; Report
This whole situation gives you the time to really reflect and work on yourself. Don’t change for a boy, change because YOU want to be better. Maybe fine alternatives for SH? It’s really not healthy and im sure you know that. I understand it can be difficult to stop and can be a form of addiction. Give yourself time and dont worry so much about max. If hes already unsure then he might not care enough to stay and get through it with you anyways. Im sorry if this a blunt i couldn’t think of any nicer way to put it. Im open to messaging you about this situation if you want?
by Xx_myamustdie_xX; ; Report
mhmm we can text
by Vanna; ; Report
dekiioblad3
Talk to him! Don't let that horrible doubt or insecurity stay with you; it's best to talk to him as soon as possible.
idk im scared? i think he dont like venting? idk..bc i pissed him off when saying how i felt abt something...and if i keep overthinking and venting i doubt hed still love me...i really dont wanna annoy him too much and loose him...
by Vanna; ; Report
If he doesn't give you time, don't give him time either. You deserve someone better who knows how to listen to you and doesn't make you feel less. Change for yourself, whatever it takes, but for yourself. Whatever you do or think will be for you
The fact that he gets angry when you vent is already a bad thing...he's supposed to support you, It's not worth the time or the bad feelings
by dekiioblad3; ; Report