prayy the anxiety awayyy

so the other day (yesterday) i went to the doctor bc i thought i had been breathing weirdly, i would be out of breath easily and would wake up at night out of breath

my mom's side of the family have sleep apnea so i wanted to get checked just in case, 

i do not have sleep apnea, i do however have bad anxiety i guess! 

so i commented that these last months had been rlly tough for my family and stuff, and she basically implied that the mental ilness on my family was like a curse????? 

and told me that sometimes "GOD is the only one who can heal some things", i wasnt sure i Heard correctly so i was like "oh!" O_O

my dad was also looking at me pretty confused, but she explained to me how some things u can only break the cycle to (using the example how some families have multiple suicides) and how i will be able to get away from that by PRAYING and becoming one w God, 

i said It wasnt that useful for me in MY CASE, and we respectfully left, 

but WOW