Psych ward crush 🤦‍♂️

this is embarrassing

I've accepted that i have a weird surface level crush on this person i was in the psych hospital with, what the fuck is wrong with me???

I'm not the type of person who really catches feelings at all and i've considered myself to be on the aroace spectrum so the concept freaks me out irl

i always wanted to be around this person while i was in there and we spoke a lot and then i got their number and waited to text them when they got out. we've only spoken once since we left but i literally have dreams where they show up in them and we were even in a weird situationship in one of them what the fuckkkkk its been weeks

i'm not gonna try anything cause i know its a bad idea and im smarter than that

I also dont think im even their type anyway cause i dont think they would date a trans guy and even if they did i dont think they would see me as a guy in the first place, they dont even know i am. THEY'RE NOT EVEN MY TYPE EITHER

we knew each other for 8 days this is pathetic

ew set me free from this