psycho-analyze me

i'm not sure what the proper term is for this but like

i want whoever is reading this

if ur able

to psycho analyze me based on this rant to determine some fun things about me yk

and ill come back to your reply and compare it to my actual diagnosis'

if that makes sense

im rly just bored and want an excuse to ramble cuz i need to lowk

anyways

i wanted to half yap about dreams for a second

i dont know if im weird for this but i never considered myself a dreamer

i have goals, aspirations?

but i never like to get hung up over a life that is ultimately impossible to reach yk

my GOAL rn

is to hit a 7 figure net worth before 25 and have my own place in austic / dallas TX at 22

im on my way there, for sure

but i cant help but feel shitty over the fact that im not there yet

every second im not spending learning, grinding, or working

i feel like its useless

so im in this predicament where i cant enjoy my free time because i could always spend it working towards that goal

its not like im CHOOSING not to work

i rly want to

but i am missing the startup capital (should hit in a few days) 

thats literally it....

my music is doing amazing recently and im very proud of myself in that aspect

but i want to spend some of the money i earned through that venture to start other projects

if i start enough of them surely one will stick

thats how i even started music anyway...

sorry im just yapping bullshit rn

is being a big dreamer like this a nerf? do you think?

the constant aspiring for a life that is ultimately not coming soon

i dont think its impossible to get there

but the wait is what is eating me up rn

i dont know

sorry

blehhh