Quick lil vent

I HAAAAAATTTTEEEEE school with ALLL MY HEARTTTT😡😡😡😡😡😡😡😡🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬 I CANNOT EVEN EXPLAIN TO YOU ALL THE FEELINGS I FEEL EVEN AT THE MERE THOUGHT OF SCHOOL. I feel so dumb this school year too like I can’t understand math at all no matter how many times someone explains it to me. Even worse, I’m supposed to be the “smart” student but now I feel like everyone thinks I’m not capable enough. Outside of that, you DONT UNDERSTAND HOW HARD IT IS TO MAINTAIN THIS MASK ALL DAY. Laughing, making jokes, talking to everyone, all while just trying to get through th day drains me sooooo much and then when I finally stop trying to “act normal” it’s constant bombarding and “what’s wrong”/“are you okay?” Every 5 minutes like leave me aloneeeuhhhh. IM SO SICK OF EVERYTHING BROOOO I js wanna go home to escape this bullcrap oh my god I can’t believe we have to go to school 8 hours a day (10 for me cuz aftercare) 5 days a week like bro. And they hardly teach us about things we actually need to know either like WHO CARES WHAT RHE POWERHOUSE OF THE CELL IS? IF U WANNA BECOME A SCIENTIST LEARN THAT IN SCIENCE SCHOOL CZ WHEN ARE U EVER GONNA NEED THAT INFO. Omgggg I hate school I can’t wait to get accommodations hopefully before I genuinely lose my mind. PLEASE FELL ME JM NOT BEING DRMAGAJC