rambles...

its the last week of school!!! yay!!! it is 16th of september 2026 right now 9:15am...i dont remember if they write the dates for da blogs here. im currently in media arts class and my greatest enemy just walked into da room and sat at a table infront of me......which idek why hes here with his friend cause hes in grade 12?!?!?!?! HE DOESNT EVEN HAVE MEDIA ARTS

im supposed to be finishing my maths assessment but why would i do dat  im so excited for when i get home so i can call illi and play roblox with her and listen to music with her!!! any1 else like so jealous of the people who has ptv at petco park...IM SO MADDDUUFUHUHGHUHDHGD THEY WAY THAT THEY STARTED THE CONCERT WITH THE MTNSYIYST AND HELL ABOVE TRANSITION WITH ALL THE SPANISH PERFORMERS AND STUFF OHMY GODDDAHAHHFHHJFHJGFHJFHJF IT LOOKED SO FRICKING COOL AND THYE PLAYED BESITOS AND A MATCH INTO WATER?????SHTUUPSHUTUPSHUTUP IM SO JEALOSU I DONT CAREEHEAHHHFHFJDJDFJ

but its alright... i have 2 oncoming concerts this month back 2 back!! AND I MIGHT BE BUYING MALCOLM TODD TICKETS and im stiiilll hoping that me and my mom can see bruno mars. I WILL NOT GIVE UP UNTIL I GET THOSE BRUNO MARS TICKETS. IM SO MAD WHY WASNT I MORE PREPARED IRRIATTED AF A FAFAFAFAVFGAGFGSHDHF

i think if it wasnt for the fact that i am genuinely knee deep into my bandom phase (hyperfixation?? idk) then id be like soo miserable rn like SERIOUSLY all these hot guys are making me SOOOO HAPPY they are genuinely like the main source of my happiness rn THEYRE JUST SO HOT AND CUTE IT MAKES ME SO GIDDY AND HAPPY AHKHFDHFHDHDFHDGFHD I LOVE BEING A TEENAGE GIRL but im also a little sad cause IM NEVER GONNA HAVE A BOYFRIEND LIKE FRANK IERO OR PATRICK STUMP THIS IS SO NOT FAIR IM SO UPSETTHUIHGHFKHJKDFJKDFJKDJI ILL NEVER FIND ANYONE LIKE THEM OR ANYONE LIKE GERARD VIC KELLIN YHYHUFGHUHGHUGHUH THYE DONT EVEN MAKE MEN LIKE THEM THESE DAYS ANYMORE ITS ALL JUST PERFORMATIVE PEOPLE  

patrick is soooo so so so so SOOO CUTEEEEEEE AND HOTTTT I GENUINELY LOVE HIM SO MUCH I CANT EXPLAIN HOW MUCH I LOVE HIM HES JUST TOO CHARMING AAAFUUHHGHHJFHH SOUL PUNK PATRICK IS SO HOT EVERY ERA OF HIS HES JUST MOGGING SO BAD AUUHHUFHUFGHKHFGHFJHDFHDFJHHFD PATRICKKKKK I NEEED HIM SO BAD AND ALL OF MY FRIENDS SAYS HES UGLYYYYYYY AND IM SO MAD HES NOT UGLY HES THE CUTEST MOST TALENTED MOST HANDSOME HOTTEST ADORABLE GUY EVE;RRRRHUHFDHD i think if i met someone who was an exact mix of frank patrick gerard vic kellin i would die on the spot like seriously 

my big bro yuki recrntly started dating his friend vincent and they are SOOOOOOO GROSSSSSS I HATE THEM EVERYTIME IM ON CALL WITH THEM THEY DO SOME WEIRD PUPPYPLAY SHIT AND THEY DO WEIRD COUPLE STUFF INFRONT OFF ME ON PURPOSE CAUSE THEY KNOW I HATE IT EW EW  EW EW E WEWEWWWWWWW and i have to watch this happen TWICE NOW CAUSE HE ALSO HAS HIS OTHER BF AIRI but at least hes not as gross with him

im a little bit excited for the school holidays but at the same time not really.....im excited for when i can call illi and yuki all day and i guess have more free time but i dont like not doing anything productive for long periods of time (even tho i still do it) i feel like such a chudwhen i do.. i probably will be hanging out with my friends butttttttttttttuhduhdhghdkhdk yeah

ever since we moved in with my moms bf its been hard 2 have  cool outfits since 88% of my clohes are in the storage room.. which makes it hard to sort out my concert outfits!!!  i have a sliiight idea on what to wear for ashnikko + i ordered some stuff for it but I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO WEAR FOR CONAN GRAY!!!  but its ok i was just gonna ask isla for help cuz they know fashion stuff and im going w dem 2 both concerts yay!

i rlly hope mcr comes to australia my dad says that if they do he would buy their ticket for me!!!

okay i should really do my work now BAIIII

hi illi