random ass rant

I have a weird lack of empathy, I hardly feel bad for people at all, mainly animals. and I know I know its bad, but I cant control it. I lose all empathy for people the second I find out theyre an awful person too. I also like to believe I'm above others, I like to be better, I like to compare myself but only when I'm better, when I'm better at art, better at everything. And I'll get agitated when someone's better than me. the only place I  can rlly share this is online too so, whatever you want to do with this info, take it I guess.