Random vent about school!!!!!!!!!!!!

So uh..? I was really happy for like 2 days after my dad told me I could do online, but now that I know it's gonna be AWHILE before I can actually get out of public school, I feel like shit. Seriously I think today's been the WORST day in awhile. I felt nauseous on the bus, spent 6 hours straight on my homework (two papers, fyi.), barely even talked to anybody today, and spent 30 minutes on a really good layout, just for all of my data to be lost. Seriously I need an exact date for when I get into online school, because atp I think i'm going insane 🥀 NOT to mention that I haven't even told any of my friends about me doing online school yet, so y'know, that's gonna be a tough conversation. I really don't know what i'll say - maybe I could just lie and say that my stepmom's making me do it?? I don't know, honestly. Anyways, how have yall been?