Rant

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         Idk man, I've been feeling so down lately, I've been overwhelmed with feelings, thoughts, worries, stuff like that, 

It feels weird cause I haven't actually stayed up so late talking to myself and crying, I often slept through it and thought of it in the morning, after I dropped some friends and said I don't wanna be seen as only the therapist friend I've been feeling like I can listen to myself instead of others, I love comforting yes, but I wanna be comforted and seen for who I am rather for what I do...

People often told me "get a coping mechanism, drawing, dancing, singing, listen to music!" but I've tried and tried... It never actually worked?... I couldn't stop thinking of the things I've done and said until I spoke them out to somebody, that's when I actually felt at peace, it's so weird but yeah I don't know