rant bs (vent maybe? idkidk)

~ ( tmi??) so I loek found out that I likely have this condition called fibromyalgia it's like so weird and it actually sucks. It's when you always feel liek you have bruises like ALL OVER- like you're one big bruise yk its weird- you also get migraines all the time and you're exhausted no matter how much sleep you get and you also have like really bad digestive problems it kind of sucks a lot but yk well I might have that wow so fun/nsrs/silly

anyways I like genuinely can't tell if I'm a femboy or just transfem it's so confusing like I feel feminine but also like a boy but I also wanna be a woman sometimes but LIEK.. I don't exactly feel comfortable identifying as genderfaer or genderfluid or nonbinary or trans so I don't know what to do I feel confused this shit is scary mannns..

being a puppyboy/puppygirl is so funn btw I just get to be silly and just like.. be a doggy ykyk - I really wanna get puppy ears and maybe a tail to wear around heghehe but like my parents would be sooo weird about it my mom is the type of person to assume it's a k/nk.. like noo man I just wanna be silly (noo hate to people that do have k/nks with that stuff LMAOAOOAOA) and not to mention my brother..?? he'd be so fucking weirded out by it when he sees someone wearing a tail or crawling around and being silly I always hear him going all like "eww what" or some shit like that like shut up let the goobers have fun. speaking of which I wanna start doing quadrobics again but dude I have like an iron deficiency and it's so tiring and shit to just walk I miss crawling and jumping around on all fours shit was so fun mannn

anyways end of rant ig ig if you actually read through this lmaoaooaoooo bai byeee