Rant ORV

Has anyone else read ORV? Don't hate me please but illiterate is it bad that I want 100% back? I don't know what it is with me but I dislike 49% and 51% I know they literally are and make up 100% but I don't know. I might get hate for saying this but I hope in the side stories he becomes 100% again. I just don't like 49% for some reason. Well it's not dislike but I feel uncomfortable? I don't know i just want 100%. I do like 49% but it just feels weird reading about a part of 100%. I don't know. As well as snowfield and Inho. It just feels wrong. I hate myself for disliking 49% but I just can't bring myself to like him. It feels wrong once again. As well as 51% he makes me less uncomfortable but I just want 100% back. It's so confusing I don't know what these emotions are.