rant/vent/whatever

im so done with all of this

i get so attached to my friends so quickly so when the slightest thing that can be seen as negative or them not liking me as much as they did happens i go into a downward spiral and i cant get over it

its just so hard for me to fathom the concept of people actually liking my company so that when people do i get attached to the hip.

it really sends me into a spiral when something negatvie happens. i cant handle it. it makes me feel this like depe emotional pain that makes me just want to die

i also dont like feeling this way towards my friends. it makes me feel like a bitch

i feel so sensitive but i just cant help it. i just need to feel loved to feel worthy of being alive.