rapid firing these poems cause im bored!

when you first asked me out i was baffled.

"someone loves me?"

then i realized, you dont actually need or love me, you need her.

so i played along as one plays a game.

when we finished our relationship i still dreamt of you.

dreamt of your lips and laugh.

when you told me its over i stood there for 5 minutes.

those minutes felt like years.

years wasted on you because i wanted attention.

because i wanted LOVE.

so now i sit alone as you kiss her with such passion.

i sit on my bed, listening to music, crying.

because i dont think you actually existed.

matter of fact, you didnt exist, so my cries are simply just to the void.

you were someone i wish existed.

i love you NOBODY.

i truly do.