Relationships //

Being in a relationship SUCKS but it feels good sometimes.

Now I love the feeling of loving someone and receiving love back. Just the issue I have when it comes to relationships is that I am a very low maintenance person. I don’t like making plans for dates, and I used to have a ex girlfriend who never liked that i never made plans but i told her many times I never plan but just for her I would try to make plans for her and every time i did make plans she would always wanna switch it last minute and it made me very frustrated

And I’m all for like changes but when it’s last minute and I’m gonna go and pick you up and you decide to change your mind on where to go, You’re gonna expect me to be pissed it’s stupid and is a waste of my time. 

Now I am a nature person, I like to enjoy and be outside it brings me joy , One time i asked her to come with me to enjoy nature and she didn’t want to because it isn’t something she wanted to do. So I just left and enjoyed myself.

Now 1 Ex isn’t gonna change my entire mind on dating. 

Sometimes I wanna be alone and a lot of people i dated were always high maintenance always needed reassurance and clingy. I’m sometimes a clingy person but not to the point where it is vampire sucking, Maybe I am just not compatible with dating who knows!!