Romance movie/ love

I actually hate watching any romance based media wether it's a movie or an anime or whatever because i feel like I'll never be able to be loveed like they are in these movies. When I think back about how my exes treated me I feel so ngry because I don't think I deserved to be treated that way, I feel like I deserved to be loved the right way (if there's one). I just feel like whatever hairstyle I do, whatever clothes I wear, whatever I do it'll never be enough for someone to love me and it's exhausting. I'm not chasing around love because my life doesn't revolve around it but sometimes I feel lonely and just not loved. I wonder if there's something wrong with me.

I just needed to get that out of my chest, if someone has some sort of advice for me i'll gladly take them. (Sorry for the bad english, it's not my first language)