I have to think about it every single day and Im not even kidding, every day this thought pops up and ruins my day making me scared.Ive been so scared of the future recently, the lifetime of the average human is not much and with how fast time is passing, its going by much quicker, like I dont know if it makes sense but I am so scared of growing up so quickly, when im 40, the time from when I was 14 would probably feel like yesterday and I hate the thought, I hate knowing that I wont stay like this, energetic, care and pain free forever.And I mostly hate the thought of dying, the time Im in my death bed will probably come by so quickly and unexpected and goshh the mere thought of whats after also scares me, I really wanna get reincarnated but what if nothing happens after?And you'll never be able to feel ANYTHING ever again??It just makes me so worried and I know that this vent isnt structured at all..its just that I cant structure all of those stupid thought thats haunt me EVERY day..Any encouraging words?
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mayaa..>_<
I used to feel like this too, Im 17 but I feel like I was 12 just yesterday. What helped me was keeping myself busy, I feel like you should try a few hobbies or find something that you enjoy doing! growing up is unfortunately inevitable so try keeping yourself busy with meaningful things <3
Thanks for the advice, I really need some more hobbys haha<3
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