School IS Ruining Me

Genuinely, I want to be homeschooled so bad. It's not that I need it, I'mnot sure, actually, but it's not the fact that school is way too hard for me; it's the fact that it's making everything for me worse.

I get that people are all "NEVER " saying you want to be homeschooled. You do NOT want to be homeschooled." I have gen been yelled at over the phone, cussed out over both text and call, and had multiple long paragraphs from a girl because I said I wanted to be homeschooled. I get that, but God, I need people to hear me out; I can talk about it for hours on end. I talk about it way too much to my homeschooled bsf

. Yes. I do. My homeschooled bsf believes it would be way better for me.

I am fully aware of the pros and the cons

i know I will lose friends; I don't have many anyway. My closest friend isn't in school

My 2nd closest friend is in school, but ik they'd hold contact bc they did the same thing w a girl ima call L

I KNOW I will lose people to talk to and go back to having 2 friends I talk to on a daily basis--T and J (not JD, I mean Julie)

I know that's only one of the cons, but I know a lot of the cons for homeschooling

Yet school is gen destroying my mh further

It started in 3rd grade, though lightly

same w 4th&5th

6th got bad

7th completely destroyed my Mh

8th it just kept getting impossibly worse every day

Now 9th and this shit has got to end

If I give my mom the reason why I want to be homeschooled, if I don't word it correctly, she'll likely send me to a mental hospital bc that's js her mindset or at least used to be, not sure for the present tho

And she'll likely throw me into therapy, but that's fine 

I need help wording how to tell my mom why I want to be homeschooled, but briefly. I'm NOT going into details, no way, Jose,

not unless necessary