school vent

my bestfriend liv is in half my classes but im scared shes gonna forget me, shes already made a bunch of friends and i have nobody, shes becoming popular and im fading into the background, i sit alone most times, i barely talk in groups, i sit at the back of the classes where i get to choose my seat, i hide in the corner of the hallways to view my schedule, nothings really that bad, i mean i get alot of compliments on my outfits but i just feel like nobody cares, nobody wants to talk, nobody wants anything to do with me.

im a fucking loser and nobody would notice if i was gone, not even liv.

call me possessive and toxic but it fucking hurts when she giggles with them and leaves me, i dont think ill have any friends when its all over.

i dont care it was the first day and ill have more chances, because its not fair that she gets popular as soon as we walk in.

"life isnt fair" fuck you.