self love is hard

basically, I was born with a condition that makes my muscles very tight, especially in my legs. over time as I've grown its gotten better but when I'm tired or haven't stretched properly its more visible. sort of like a limp. I used to struggle to walk when I was younger but I can get on easier now. starting middle school was hard because kids get mean around that age but highschool was harder. during my sophomore year this group of girls wouldn't stop tormenting me because of it, they are like super aggressive and it scared me. when I'm nervous or scared my muscles tense up, making it hard for me to move (more than a regular person) and they knew that and would make jokes out of it. I was so miserable that I decided to move schools this next year but the thing is, my brother is starting highschool now. he wants to be with his friends at that school but for some reason my dad is against us going to different schools. just being born the way I was I already cause so many issues for my family and I don't want my brother to have to do something just because of something he can control. good thing is, I got my dad to a maybe instead of a definite no. :p