Shit that happened today

 So I had been tired of the Bluetooth ecosystem since it would always run outta battery, and I kept looking for 2000 like wired earphones that are type-c, and finally FINALLY I HAVE THEM. They do not hurt my ears when worn, are type c so I don’t need to use a shitty adaptor, and the best part , its design. I feel so glad after it arrived, earlier I thought I finally got the hang of mathematics but obviously life has struck me that “Hey lets make her score low” Like ok, ok. The worst case scenario is the fact I ALREADY HAVE A CALCULATOR. SCIENTIFIC TOO. Yet, did not meet expectations. I was super confident btw. Seeing that score—66/100. Treacherous. I’m scared of what will happen after this second trimester, who knows if im still in this class or not. We have a maintaining grade that is like around 85+ grades at the end of the whole term or DIE in the horrid section where fucking idiots roam,smoke, vape, AND think mental health is a fucking joke or something to be cool about. No but you can’t tell me twice how horrible regular classrooms are. They are around 40+ kids packed in one room. AND they don’t give two shits about school nor education. They don’t participate in bullshit either yet say their life fucking sucks. Ok?? Like it even mattered. I really REALLY HOPE I DONT GET REMOVED. Math genuinely ruins my entire report card—all lines of 9 mind you, then that ONE MOTHERFUCKER genuinely has 83. LOWER than the passing (85+ ). I hate it. I really wanna become the top of math or top of my class, I just don’t know where to start. But at the same time, I also don’t know if I will even be here at all. School is reputation, bullshit grades, oh you know what the family is gonna say. “Her mom is a valedictorian yet she can’t achieve that?” No shit Sherlock am I my mom no. I am not my mom. She ain’t me either. It’s a battle on who survives their place. This classroom is cleaner and bettter than any place I could be. It’s big enough and were only 23 students. Some can be lazy at first but cram last minute. Some are smart in the big 3 and failing at the rest. In the end, we all try hard. Right? Right. And another thing im shocked about was my moms reaction to my grade now compared to last year. Mad at 86, but calm at 83. Called 86 a 79-called stupid here. BUT honesty??? A number doesn’t defy intelligence, it just defies memorization and comprehension. But that doesn’t mean the stupid kids who don’t care of school get a free pass. And also during math class, my teacher said you cannot let others borrow your calculator. And the one person in my class said “let me borrow it before math class” I kept saying no and since you know, I have two scientific calculators. One has fractions and the other one is just a regular kind. He kept telling me to give it despite me owning it. Well ok Sherlock I wont bring it during the test tommorrow lets see what bro fucking does when you can’t rely on anyone. Getting a 15/15 in the test was thanks to me, since you really had the audacity to get my calculator despite the odds. Anyway yes. After allat seeing the score made me feel sick to my stomach. Ugly ass. But hey, tommorrow is the big problem. The test itself. Today was just a quiz. I really hope I don’t fail this time. I’m doing another project at this hour in the meantime, later I will study—or not. Who knows if I fail or whatnot tomorrow. Just, take care future bro. Hope you don’t die