should i start a band 🤔

I dont care TOO much for music, i like listening to it sometimes i guess and dont have as many ideas for music as i do for writing BUTTTTT i also dont care for writing or directing much and i kind of enjoy playing guitar and think it would be cool to be known for that 

I dunno im really broke and im going to try to run as far as possible from my parents when im 18 (a little less than a year from now 🤯) OR 19 so ill be struggling and i dont like Tiktok at all and thats where people get their music now so maybe itll be very very very very tough but like i want to make real music that people like for a long time, not trendy music thats cringe next week, i just want to do what i want to do and hope that its possible