situationship (i think its a long rant)

so ive liked this guy since september 2025 (literally love at first sight) and he was my dream guy. he was my type, we were both compatible with each other and it seemed liked he really liked me too. ive never acted this way toward a crush/person before so i really thought we were gonna end up together. we would talk every single day on different platforms (tiktok, messages and even spotify sometimes) and we would call like almost everyday for atleast an hour, thats how close we were. i was still really convinced he liked me too because of all the stupid mixed signals he'd give me, (laying down on my lap, pet names, etc). he was my bestfriend and i was his. over the year, he started to just act so rude toward me (sometimes) and other people whether they were friends or not. i still liked him for some reason so i stayed his friend until he would just see that i liked him so much. we would say "ily" or "i love you" almost all the time, idk if it was platonic or not. i just got so tired of waiting so i asked him "what are we??" and he said "i dont know" i just gave up at that point. after school ended, almost everyone in my class stopped talking to each other, including me and him. i lashed out on (almost) everyone in the class gc including him, i got sick of him and blocked him, pretty sure he blocked me too. we havent talked ever since an im glad. it doesnt seem like such a complicated situationship but i left out alot of parts that i dont wanna be reminded of/talk about so yeah lol (sorry for the long rant TwT)