Slight vent idk

My new friends are so funny too be around, but they can be so mean :(( they often tease me for a bunch of things, tell me they want me dead and to kms, and it makes me so sad :(( like yeah I act corny but that’s only to make you guys laugh. And I sometimes think if I should leave the friend group but they’re the most funniest people I’ve met in my life, and they’re struggling so much and it idk if it would make them more depressed, and they would make fun of me so much to probably, i don’t know anymore 💔 like i onetime did something, and they started teasing me, and i almost cried right beside them :/ they can be so fun to be around but really make me question a lot of things about me. whatever, Byee