So much in so little time....

Health issues, car checkups, haircut appointments, therapy appointments...fuuuuuuck

I messaged my doctor about the chronic GI stuff and he wants me to make an appointment to rule out IBD. Great. And if my inflammatory markers are up? If the stool sample results come back with red flags? Will I have to cancel my trip to Wisconsin to visit family over this? Will they want an a colonoscopy asap? I haven't seen my family in two years. Health OCD wants me to think that they'll find colon cancer instead of IBD or BAM and I am not ready for that. 

Plus the bulges in my right leg are getting worse. Idk what they are, they're not hard though. They disappear with elevation so I am guessing I got CVI early thanks to my mom's genetics. Awesome. At least that isn't life threatening but I NEED to seek treatment for that too before it progresses into worse stages. Lets go. All of the chronic illnesses slapping me at once as soon as I hit the big three-zero. I hate getting older. Compression socks are my best friend right now.

Tomorrow I have a cavity filling appointment at the dentist. Tuesday I have to take my wife to get a haircut.I also have to bring my car to the shop on Wednesday for a pre-travel checkup to see if it is safe to drive long distances. I still have to get my charging port on my phone fixed so it doesn't die on me on the way up to Wisconsin. I need it for navigation (if i can even go!!!). Next week is a super important therapy appointment where I have a screening for all of my prior diagnosis on top of OCD. I am so tired.