So... this is bad but im okay?

Im usually a reserved person but I need to talk about how this year has been the worst year of my life. Not even being dramatic. Anyway, in the beginning of this year. I felt a bump on my head. I was scared and thought it was cancer, quick summary to at least five scans and doctors visits later. Extra bone grew on my head and it was close to touching my brain. So, surgery yay! It went well. But my head hurt so bad afterwards, like acid onto my head. I remember sobbing for hours aggressively while my parents were screaming at the phone so they can give me my pain meds because they didn't have any at stock. And tyolonol wasn't enough. Anyways, after a few days. I returned to school. And I thought that pain in the but was finally done. Two weeks later I had a damn brain seizure, if you don't know what if feels like. It genuinely feels like... nothing. Pure numbness. All your worries gone. After ten minutes I couldn't speak. Didn't understand words. I was sent to the ER. Said I needed another emergency surgery the next day. Then I started to heal... until I had a brain STROKE THREE TIMES IN ONE WEEK. THREE SURGERIES IN ONE WEEK. A month later. Yeah im back home. But my skull is open. Literally a small chunk. There still looking for a replacement. Im just... scared. Because I almost died like... more than three times. And what's weird is that... everything i was halfway to dying i felt at peace. Guys like for p.2 I guess bc there's mutch more. OK bye!