Someday

I want to move away someday. I don't want to have any connection to people who I knew, I just want to cut everything off, change my name, change things about me to be good enough, and start fresh.

But like, that's not happening anytime soon. I'm a young teen I can't do anything.

I'm still trying to have friends, only online though. Which sucks that my social life is only through the web of the internet, and it's so hard trying to talk when it makes you feel like a weirdo.

I don't blame anyone for how I am and how I feel, it's my fault and I keep apologizing for it when everyone says it's okay.

If I could get to know people better I'd probably have like maybe 3 good friends on here or something.