something i dislike about my father // sh scars

it's just he always mention my scars whenever he sees them.

Like it the only form of coping I've got cuz you're not taking the time of day to genuinely help me + now I know you don't give a shit if I'm not doing great <33

I haven't gotten better and I'm not anytime sooner until I actually take the leap and get help myself [but unfortunately, everything is money + I not ready to tell my mom]

But guess what, my dad does know about my scars and keeps making rude remarks about it or tells me to never do it again even though it is to salvage his fucking reputation [saying something like "oh they'll think why I let this go" even though your child is struggling lololol]

I'm so done with his shit. Like if you're not helping me then shut up and let me find a way to heal dude.